Since I'm home all day and can nap I've been letting V sleep through the night. Liam is really easy baby in genearl but especially at night, he only gets up 3 times anyway so it's not that hard. Add this to the fact that V works construction, he needs sleep for his safety. Last night though, last night was rough. Liam woke up ready to eat so we went about our usual routine; change diaper, feed off both boobies, rock for a moment and back to the bedroom for sleepy time (Liam sleeps in a bassinet in our room). All went according to plan except for the last part...after eatting Liam got really upset, I thought "ok, you need to burp." and went about attempting that, typically he'd burp and pass out. Not this time Liam started crying which quickly lead to screaming and suddenly I had no energy, zero, zip, zilch...I felt oddly drained. Nothing worked and Liam just kept getting louder, my heart was breaking but I had nothing...I could not get him to stop. It only lasted maybe 5 minutes and V appeared, he calmly picked up Liam and he "I've got it." I decided to let him, it was 4am and I was suddenly drained. I went back to bed and before I knew it Liam had stoped crying and V was placing him, sound asleep, in his bassinet. I've never been more in love with V!

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