I know that probably sounds crazy, doesn't it? Here's the thing, I have had so many scary moments throughout most of my pregnancy that I will fully admit I've had a lot of scary thoughts. Mostly along the lines of "what if the baby dies?" or "What if I get to my next appointment and the baby has died?" It's a real fear I had almost everyday for weeks. It was almost uncontrollable, no it was uncontrollable. My mind would go there and it was all I could do to pray through it and focus on the positive to reassure myself and move forward.
Why am I telling you this? Because it's true, it's real. Today I was getting ready to order some things and it occurred to me that I have not had one of those scary thoughts in a while (maybe a few weeks). One day they just went away and that feels like a big milestone. Thank God!
Just wanted to share.