Sorry I haven't written, V and I have had a lot to think about. I'll try and keep this brief. So my appt was yesterday, per V's request I tested in the am and got a"PREGNANT", we were both shocked and so happy! I decided to go to the appt anyway since I had no idea how far I could be (it had been over 3 months since I had a period and was not charting). My Dr and the nurse were was super nice and excited and gave me another test to confirm, it was positive so he fired up the u/s and warned me we might not be able to see anything. I stared and stared at the screen in wonder. He never did find the baby but found a lot of fluid, the size of a orange near my right ovary. Thank God my bestie came with me. Basically he's worried it's ectopic. I had my beta done right away (it was 323 which the dr said was normal for being super early) and will have more blood work and probably a u/s tomorrow. Dr said to try and be hopeful, that this is a good sign because after all we did get pregnant but V and I are scared. I was told me to stay in town, no exercise etc and be prepared to head to ER at a moments notice.
If you have any spare prayers I'd greatly appreciate them. I'll try and keep you updated.