One year and two days if your counting. ;) Thrusday I was in full sappiness mode! Each time I glanced at the clock I knew exactly what was going on at that time last year, I was full of joyful tears all day! I simply couldn't wait to scoop up my baby and kiss him!
It's hard to believe I've been Liam's mom for a year now, well really more like almost two years (personally I believe life begins at conception so I've been a mom since Oct '10). I digress, I've been a mom now for a little while, it's hard to remember life before him. We wanted a child, we tried for a him, we prayed for the blessing of a child. And when we did get pregnant we weren't certain my permanency would make it so I spent each day loving on this little baby inside of me just praying I would have a "outside baby". Being a mom is a challenge, it makes you grow in new ways and if your priorities weren't in line to begin with they will be rapidly! It wasn't a difficult change for me, I was so ready but I had a lot to learn! Luckily Liam had never been a newborn before so he didn't know I was still figuring a few things out! ;) I've learned to love in new ways and I certainly love more than I ever thought possible, each day my love grows. I often think I can't love him anymore then the smallest thing will happen and my love grows wider and taller and fuller, it's taught me so much about the love of our creator.
It's funny how proud of him I get over funny things like standing. I giggle a little to myself over this pride, I find myself cheering him on, out loud, Good Job Buddy! Yay Liam!!!! And he loves it, he'll stand and sit a thousand times if I cheer him on, it's hobby both of us enjoy. I recently taught him to put smaller items inside of larger ones (cups), the other night he decided to put away his bath toys, he'd pick up one and put it in the basket we store them in. One by one he put away about half of the toys. I was so amazed! Here is this little person that one year ago couldn't hold up his own head and now he's putting his bath toys away! WOW! My how time flies!
I cherish these moments, I try desperately to live in them, store them up in my soul to keep forever. Motherhood is such a incredible blessing, my soul has new purpose and more love than it can possible hold. I love each phase but I'm so excited for the next one. I feel so blessed!